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| 阿姨今日終於都嫁左lu
一方面戥佢開心 一方面又好唔捨得
回想返以前細個同阿姨真係好frd
跟住大過左之後開始少左講野 再加上發生左d事
更加少傾計 跟住我又過左外國啦
好似感覺已經無以前甘close
諗返以前仲係住大坑既時後 阿姨成日上黎食飯
果時我仲係讀緊小學 阿姨總係會聊我講野同我玩
回想返時感覺仲係好似尋日甘
仲成日記得我仲讀緊幼稚園時阿姨有時會接我放學
我果時唔記得4歲定5歲
阿姨問我使唔使去廁所 我死都唔去
跟住係返屋企搭lift既途中(其實只係5分鐘而己)
係喇左出黎 跟住阿姨勁唔好意思 因為架lift仲有人
唔知點解印象仲係好深刻
雖然相差20年 但係好似無乜代溝甘
時間過得真係好快 轉個頭我已經22歲啦
點解10幾年既時間好似一陣就過去左甘既..
今日阿姨終於都結婚喇 但係唔知點解會有d唔開心既感覺.........
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| 我發覺自己呢排真係好有問題 被人無端端傳染左早上失眠症
每朝一到指定時間隻眼就會突然擘大 跟住就訓唔返
完全唔知點解會無端端早失 之前仲明明係朝早勁眼訓 起極起唔到
但係尋晚真係離能晒普
話說前晚同人飲完酒 返到屋企上到床都3點幾 但係竟然就係10點幾就chur醒左
跟住晏晝就出左去打雀 hea到成點先返歸
返到去好支免 但係又上下網睇下戲 搞到成4點半先訓 但係惡夢就係呢個時候發生
我一上到床 諗住即刻可以訓到 但係點知甸下甸下甸到6點幾天光都訓唔到
個人著到不能再著 係間房度突然失控大嗌 果下既怒火係形容唔到 好突然
跟住小平息一陣之後 隔左陣就訓左
但係今朝又係11點幾又無aim咁自己醒左 好辛苦呀
一起身 個腦又開始係咁諗野 停唔到
最近真係好大壓力 自己又成日亂諗野 有d野我真係好驚 又唔識解決 剩係諗到d唔好既野
成個人好似collapse咁 有d唔開心 但係個腦又好blank 好似無emotion咁
唔該快d停呀
神呀求求讓我睡。
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| 聽日又考試啦,仲要係law 好大壓力.. 可能係上次既陰影仲未走...呢一世都唔想再掂law啦
arm arm 係"神殿"度發現左呢樣野
http://forum1.hkgolden.com/view.aspx?type=BW&message=1897838
點解而家d港女越黎越byre, 剩係識坐住黎諗樣, 完全唔識思考,你chur死個short minager都無用架, 價錢唔arm咪唔好買囉.同埋點解佢仲要買面盆既?!唔通佢屋企個廁所連sink都無?! 好sad... 
順手講多個古仔比大家聽啦.話說幾日前同朋友去左食日燒,係任食既.跟住某人就"overstate"自己既實力話自己好很食得又剩仲笑我持久力不足云云.跟住過左個半鐘,last order la, 我地就起勢咁怒嗌野,每樣quantity 係factor of 10甘啦,仲比個死日本仔串我地食唔晒,咪傻啦,我地有bird梨係度點會輸.跟住阿某人仲叫左d烏東呀,肉之類既野.到食甜品既時候,我太"肚餓"喇, 兩秒就k.o.左d 混哩啦雪鳩,綠茶舌鳩,coffee jelly, lemon sorbet食得好輕鬆.只見某人仲好辛苦咁食緊"她"的沙律.跟住我已經同佢"拿,投降輸一半啦" 但點知某人仲死頂,食埋所有甜品.跟住我發現左佢杯巨鋒提子未飲完,佢跟手即刻飲埋佢.跟住就出事啦.阿某人不停狂講話想嘔...但係仲係堅持自己唔係好飽,只係有d氣菊住,err唔到出黎.我就問拒"下,你條氣菊住菊住呀?" 拒就話唔係呀,係d巨胸....多氣..搞到菊住左. 跟住我就同佢講"咩話?你飲左巨胸?你唔係,就唔好飲啦.你今次真係飲大左啦" 佢係我唯一一個朋友o係日燒飲d非酒精飲品"飲大左"既人.呢個故事係想話比大家聽,係戴帽之前一定要試清楚曬屎,同埋留意返自己個頭形夠唔夠裝,如果唔係好易會戴錯帽. 完.
p.s. the conclusion is about the capacity that u can eat, not about 巨胸! | | |
| 珍惜 永遠都係當你失去左既時候先會明箇中既意義 當你明白它的意義之後 它已經轉化成"遺憾"了
人愈大只會有更多遺憾跟隨自己 要珍惜既事則愈黎愈少 因為都所剩無幾..
如果我有珍惜那個機會去溫好考試, 我而家就唔會搞到呢個田地
如果當初我有珍惜那個機會繼續留係英國,我就唔使行左甘多冤枉路
如果...我有珍惜.... 我就唔會隨便放棄 放棄左先至後悔 先知錯左 先知道自己付唔起呢個代價.. 後悔 已經太遲.. 有d野過左 就係返唔返以前 可以做既就係痛恨自己又做錯決定 令遺憾又多左件
既然話回憶是美好的,我更加唔應該破壞佢,但係我偏偏又破壞左,畢竟講就易做就難 當發生係自己身上時就唔係甘易做到
d人話性格改變命運,但我覺得唔係.係命運首先改變性格再改變命運.可能由我地一出世開始 命運已經係我地身邊 一路睇住我地 一路甘操縱住我地 睇你點死 只要佢一睇你唔順眼 就可以立即chur死你 你可以做既只有無奈 同埋接受
我諗如果真係有無間道呢樣野 真係會幾恐怖. 每日不停甘發生你一生所有遺憾既事 一幕一幕甘重複返係你面前 chur到你死亡為止.. 無奈地 你已經唔可以再死亡.. 你只可以被迫甘繼續比佢chur..chur..chur...直到永遠 ..
"每一日都要有好心情" 呢句說話如果我之前聽到有人甘講 我諗我會情不自禁甘邏個米缸出黎 咪能死果個人.但係無奈地我而家每日起身就同自己講一次呢返說話,想自己好過d,但係都係阻止唔到.每晚臨訓之前同自己講 新既一日 新既開始 但係一擘大眼 d唔想諗既畫面又即時浮返上面, 點都chur唔走. 開心既時光往往黎得短暫,當你用晒之後,就會變成痛苦既回憶.
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| i always believed that if u put ur heart to do something else, it'll pay off eventually. i wouldn't ever blame myself for failures when i was being lazy cuz i kno i deserve it. but this time, its really breaking my heart. i can't believe i kept on studying for the exam for the whole week, didn't go out to play, didnt fool around and wasting time but 100 % concentrated on my revision. i redid the exercises over and over again like a machine i even doubted i was one of those dumbass that need thousands of practices for an exam. the only reason is that i believed i can get good marks if i really pay effort into it. i just can't believe things turned out like this.. and i just CAN'T believe there are some teachers out there can be so mean to set a paper totally different from what they were teaching in class and suppose the student would know how to do. maybe i'm just silly...maybe im too navie. a certain amount of hardwork never equals the same amount of returns, its just a matter of luck and indeed im so lack of it or i havent ever had it in my life. im just too sad now.. im just despearatedly disappointed or disappointedly despearate..i can't tell which one suits me more. if i fail in this subject, which means another year im in this shitty uni. i cant stand it anymore i wanna head back hk and get a job there. i wanna hv my own carrer and make my own money and take care of my family and i just dun want to be stuck in here. 1 year. im talking abt 1 more year im in this shit place. the tutor might find it fun to have set a paper in that way, but it has just ruined my whole plan completely. im still having another speical exam in next week, just 3 marks and the teacher had to make me resit the exam even tho i had applied a speical consideration. everything's just going against me, that's great. bad luck will never let go of me, thats good too. i love my life, i really do.
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